Tuesday, October 27, 2009
the baby is coming soon oh i can't wait she will be here in 3 weeks less than 3 weeks. My mom and my sister come. I hope she can wait till they come. I love this feeling of the baby moving inside me. Oh i'm going ot miss it. But i can't wait to see her for the first time to see her.
i miss what i used to be ;
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Dollwizard: Make your own custom dolls!
i miss what i used to be ;
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I'm No bodys girl
I want your love but you want to know were I am at all minutes.
Baby its like you wanna own me. Oh yea it isn't right.
Just because it feels good when you hold me now all at onces you want to control me.
Baby this is still not right.
I'm not going to do what you say. No no no
if that wats you want then i'll be on my way.
Cuz I'm no bodys girl.
No boy is going to tell me wat to do.
I'm no bodys girl
If I choose to be with you its cuz I love you.
But no body owns me!
Ohhhhhh
I'm going places I got missions.
Thank you but i don't need your primsion
beg me for you love
Give me your repect.
I'm not going to walk a few steps behind.
If thats what you need than this is goodbye!
Ohhhhh yea!!!
I'm No bodys girl
No boy is going to tell me what to do.
No body owns me.
Here is news just treat me like I treat you. If you don't know how than bady I don't need you.
Its a smiple thing
Don't tell me what to do. This is my life. Oh yes baby.
Nooooooo body is going to own me.
oh baby if i'm with you its cuz i choose to be.
i miss what i used to be ;
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Why don't you ever talk to me anymore why don't you ever write me.
I really don't know what I did to you. I want you here NO! I need you here. Not hearing from you it kills me inside really it does.
In fact it shows out side of me. I Can't stop thinking of what I did to make you leave. Or even stop writing me. Is it a new person in your life who is tell you to break all contact with me.
Please write me or even call me. I don't care I just need to know that you are still here for me. and that I can come to you when I need to. I want our friendship I need friends
You always were there for me. You helped me with my problem.
Please write me give me a sign that you still care for me
i miss what i used to be ;
Monday, October 02, 2006
She can hardly speak
But I wouldn't give.
Cuz she does so I feel.
Nutting to feel nutting to do.
Just standing in the rain and the winds blows
You are maniac!
She loves you she hates you.
You break down
she will bleed from the uneasy feeling.
She has what you want you hate here
Nutting I say will wash it away
You are maniac
there is a chemical in your brain
you are maniac
i miss what i used to be ;
Friday, September 29, 2006
There are day when I feel the best of me to begin.
Then there are days when I'm letting go and soaring on wind.
laughter through pain. I get on my knees
I get on my knees
There I am before you
and you touch me hold me.
I can be in a crowed or by my self any where.
I and you find me.
I can feel your love oh lord
I get on my knees
There I am before the love
I don't know what touches me but I can feel the
love when I am on my knees
i miss what i used to be ;
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I am alone, not a stranger
No I in yours
My tears still drip sore
so fragile
when our arms meet I know you see
I don't wanna die inside just to breath in.
I am cut
I may seem crazy
maybe even shy
But you just have to look me in the eye.
I feel so alone and cold here.
I just don't wanna die
I do not wanna be afraid
My scars cry help.
But I'm just tired of being alone.
I am cut
Bleeding out all my feeling
But I know I'm not alone
Not alone anymore
Not a stranger
No I in yours.
My tears still drip sore
I'm tired of feeling so numb
i miss what i used to be ;
